And so it continues.....Against my best efforts, I cannot seem to shake my desire to care about those that would so willingly throw me under the bus. I am unable to even defend. My exhaustion grows each day. Will it ever end? When did this become so big? Why did we let it?
Why won't the furor die?
What is the best way to recover from a blow so huge? Walls are easiest....but don't allow for more than isolation. And, just when you think you can't hurt anymore..more pain is piled on. I am almost delusional with the hate behind it all. I struggle to find the lessons I'm supposed to learn..
Trust is hard to find...did it ever really exist? Was it a figment of my tortured mind?. Why won't it go away? Why won't they let it? It can't make them happy...watching a soul die..
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I realize the pain you must have been in to write with such feeling. It is touching. Life surges with the growing pains of reality.
Well written.
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